The Birdcage

To be honest, I don't even want to classify myself as a "Christian" anymore. I am ashamed to call myself a Christian. Don't get my wrong, I am still 100% following God, with all my heart. But I am completely turned off to the word "Christian". When I think of Christians, I think of hypocrites, I think of people who just want to be perfect and don't care about anyone else and who think that they're all holier than thou just because they read a bible and say a simple prayer before bed. I had someone tell me that I was pathetic for having feelings basically. A Christian who should say "I'll pray for you! Don't give up! God loves you!" or something to that effect. As Christians, we should want to uplift our brothers and sisters, not bring them down. This persons words brought me down an incredible amount. I asked for prayer for something in my life that I find incredibly challenging, and they responded with saying that there are people in other countries being persecuted for God right now, Jesus was tortured and made fun of on a cross, and he never complained! You know what? I WOULD RATHER BE PERSECUTED AND KILLED FOR MY BELOVED JESUS THAN DEAL WITH THIS USELESS, GOOD FOR NOTHING CRAP. Okay?! But that doesn't mean that this useless, good for nothing crap that goes on in my life doesn't affect me. It does. And because of this person's words, my walls went up. Because he was basically saying that my feelings do not matter because they're small compared to everything else going on. And that hurt me. A lot. So my walls went up. My "I'm perfectly fine, leave me alone or I'll smack you with a frozen fish" barrier went up. (You have to laugh, right? :) ) I can feel the walls, and it's a strange feeling.

Now, back to this video. We saw this at church, and I can't get it out of my head. This is an incredible representation of God's love for us. When Satan tells Jesus that people are just going to leave him like they did in the past, Jesus simply replied, "Some will, but some won't." And those "some" were so worth it to him. When Satan's telling him all the things that he's going to have to endure and give up in order to pay the price for us humans, Jesus just says, I know, I'll do what it takes. I love Him, so much. I cannot understand why we are so precious to him, but we are. He loves us so much. He gave up his life for us, so why is it so hard to give up our temporary life here on earth for Him? "We are not human beings having a spiritual experience, we are spiritual beings having a human experience." I don't know who said this, but it's true. So are you going to accept Jesus' gift? He already paid for it. Please, please ignore the length. Take the 5, 10, however many minutes out of your day to just finish reading this blog post because it will be worth it, I promise. This is it:
There was a certain Professor of Religion named Dr. Christianson, a
studious man who taught at a small college in the western United
States .
Dr. Christianson taught the required survey course in Christianity at
this particular institution. Every student was required to take this
course their freshman year, regardless of his or her major.
Although Dr. Christianson tried hard to communicate the essence of the
gospel in his class, he found that most of his students looked upon
the course as nothing but required drudgery. Despite his best
efforts, most students refused to take Christianity seriously.
This year, Dr. Christianson had a special student named Steve. Steve
was only a freshman, but was studying with the intent of going onto
seminary for the ministry. Steve was popular, he was well liked, and
he was an imposing physical specimen. He was now the starting center
on the school football team, and was the best student in the
professor's class.
One day, Dr. Christianson asked Steve to stay after class so he could
talk with him.
"How many push-ups can you do?"
Steve said, "I do about 200 every night."
"200? That's pretty good, Steve," Dr. Christianson said. "Do you think
you could do 300?"
Steve replied, "I don't know.... I've never done 300 at a time"
"Do you think you could?" again asked Dr. Christianson.
"Well, I can try," said Steve.
"Can you do 300 in sets of 10? I have a class project in mind and I
need you to do about 300 push-ups in sets of ten for this to work.
Can you do it? I need you to tell me you can do it," said the
professor.
Steve said, "Well... I think I can...yeah, I can do it."
Dr. Christianson said, "Good! I need you to do this on Friday.. Let me
explain what I have in mind."
Friday came and Steve got to class early and sat in the front of the
room. When class started, the professor pulled out a big box of
donuts. No, these weren't the normal kinds of donuts, they were the
extra fancy BIG kind, with cream centers and frosting swirls.
Everyone was pretty excited it was Friday, the last class of the day,
and they were going to get an early start on the weekend with a party
in Dr. Christianson's class.
Dr. Christianson went to the first girl in the first row and asked,
"Cynthia, do you want to have one of these donuts?"
Cynthia said, "Yes."
Dr. Christianson then turned to Steve and asked, "Steve, would you do
ten push-ups so that Cynthia can have a donut?"
"Sure!" Steve jumped down from his desk to do a quick ten. Then Steve
again sat in his desk. Dr. Christianson put a donut on Cynthia's desk.
Dr. Christianson then went to Joe, the next person, and asked, "Joe,
do you want a donut?"
Joe said, "Yes." Dr. Christianson asked, "Steve would you do ten
push-ups so Joe can have a donut?"
Steve did ten push-ups, Joe got a donut. And so it went, down the
first aisle, Steve did ten push-ups for every person before they got
their donut.
Walking down the second aisle, Dr. Christianson came to Scott. Scott
was on the basketball team, and in as good condition as Steve. He was
very popular and never lacking for female companionship..
When the professor asked, "Scott do you want a donut?"
Scott's reply was, "Well, can I do my own push-ups?"
Dr. Christianson said, "No, Steve has to do them."
Then Scott said, "Well, I don't want one then."
Dr.... Christianson shrugged and then turned to Steve and asked,
"Steve, would you do ten push-ups so Scott can have a donut he doesn't
want?"
With perfect obedience Steve started to do ten push-ups.
Scott said, "HEY! I said I didn't want one!"
Dr.. Christianson said, "Look! This is my classroom, my class, my
desks, and these are my donuts. Just leave it on the desk if you
don't want it." And he put a donut on Scott's desk.
Now by this time, Steve had begun to slow down a little. He just
stayed on the floor between sets because it took too much effort to be
getting up and down. You could start to see a little perspiration
coming out around his brow.
Dr. Christianson started down the third row. Now the students were
beginning to get a little angry. Dr. Christianson asked Jenny,
"Jenny, do you want a donut?"
Sternly, Jenny said, "No."
Then Dr. Christianson asked Steve, "Steve, would you do ten more
push-ups so Jenny can have a donut that she doesn't want?"
Steve did ten....Jenny got a donut.
By now, a growing sense of uneasiness filled the room. The students
were beginning to say, "No!" and there were all these uneaten donuts
on the desks.
Steve also had to really put forth a lot of extra effort to get these
push-ups done for each donut. There began to be a small pool of sweat
on the floor beneath his face, his arms and brow were beginning to get
red because of the physical effort involved.
Dr. Christianson asked Robert, who was the most vocal unbeliever in
the class, to watch Steve do each push up to make sure he did the full
ten push-ups in a set because he couldn't bear to watch all of Steve's
work for all of those uneaten donuts. He sent Robert over to where
Steve was so Robert count the set and watch Steve closely.
Dr. Christianson started down the fourth row.. During his class,
however, some students from other classes had wandered in and sat down
on the steps along the radiators that ran down the sides of the room.
When the professor realized this, he did a quick count and saw that
now there were 34 students in the room. He started to worry if Steve
would be able to make it.
Dr. Christianson went on to the next person and the next and the next.
Near the end of that row, Steve was really having a rough time. He
was taking a lot more time to complete each set.
Steve asked Dr. Christianson, "Do I have to make my nose touch on each one?"
Dr. Christianson thought for a moment, "Well, they're your push-ups.
You are in charge now. You can do them any way that you want." And
Dr. Christianson went on.
A few moments later, Jason, a recent transfer student, came to the
room and was about to come in when all the students yelled in one
voice, "NO! Don't come in! Stay out!"
Jason didn't know what was going on. Steve picked up his head and
said, "No, let him come."
Professor Christianson said, "You realize that if Jason comes in you
will have to do ten push-ups for him?"
Steve said, "Yes, let him come in. Give him a donut."
Dr. Christianson said, "Okay, Steve, I'll let you get Jason's out of
the way right now. Jason, do you want a donut?"
Jason, new to the room, hardly knew what was going on. "Yes," he
said, "give me a donut."
"Steve, will you do ten push-ups so that Jason can have a donut?"
Steve did ten push-ups very slowly and with great effort. Jason,
bewildered, was handed a donut and sat down.
Dr Christianson finished the fourth row, and then started on those
visitors seated by the heaters. Steve's arms were now shaking with
each push-up in a struggle to lift himself against the force of
gravity. By this time sweat was profusely dropping off of his face,
there was no sound except his heavy breathing; there was not a dry eye
in the room..
The very last two students in the room were two young women, both
cheerleaders, and very popular. Dr. Christianson went to Linda, the
second to last, and asked, "Linda, do you want a doughnut?"
Linda said, very sadly, "No, thank you."
Professor Christianson quietly asked, "Steve, would you do ten
push-ups so that Linda can have a donut she doesn't want?"
Grunting from the effort, Steve did ten very slow push-ups for Linda.
Then Dr. Christianson turned to the last girl, Susan. "Susan, do you
want a donut?"
Susan, with tears flowing down her face, began to cry. "Dr.
Christianson, why can't I help him?"
Dr Christianson, with tears of his own, said, "No, Steve has to do it
alone; I have given him this task and he is in charge of seeing that
everyone has an opportunity for a donut whether they want it or not..
When I decided to have a party this last day of class, I looked at my
grade book. Steve here is the only student with a perfect grade.
Everyone else has failed a test, skipped class, or offered me inferior
work. Steve told me that in football practice, when a player messes
up he must do push-ups. I told Steve that none of you could come to my party unless he paid the price
by doing your push-ups. He and I made a deal for your sakes."
"Steve, would you do ten push-ups so Susan can have a donut?"
As Steve very slowly finished his last push-up, with the understanding
that he had accomplished all that was required of him, having done 350
push-ups, his arms buckled beneath him and he fell to the floor.
Dr. Christianson turned to the room and said, "And so it was, that our
Savior, Jesus Christ, on the cross, plead to the Father, 'Into thy
hands I commend my spirit.' With the understanding that He had done
everything that was required of Him, He yielded up His life. And like
some of those in this room, many of us leave the gift on the desk,
uneaten. "
Two students helped Steve up off the floor and to a seat, physically
exhausted, but wearing a thin smile.
"Well done, good and faithful servant," said the professor, adding,
"Not all sermons are preached in words."
Turning to his class, the professor said, "My wish is that you might
understand and fully comprehend all the riches of grace and mercy that
have been given to you through the sacrifice of our Lord and Savior
Jesus Christ. He spared not His Only Begotten Son, but gave Him up
for us all, for the whole Church, now and forever. Whether or not we
choose to accept His gift to us, the price has been paid."
"Wouldn't you be foolish and ungrateful to leave it lying on the desk?"
Think about it. Jesus wants so badly for you to accept his gift, he's already paid for it, now it's your job to accept it. I would be more than happy to pray for/with you! Email me! Facebook me! Comment on here! Contact me in some way. I love you all.
God Bless,
Ariel